Jenna Kantor (American recent)
I've always enjoyed this final sobriety in peak works: Mahler's 9th Symphony, Kafka's aphorisms from Zurich--even his never-to-be-completed The Castle, Nick Drake's Pink Moon, Sebald's careening pseudo-memoir novel, a few short years out from his demise, Austerlitz; we like to think we're seeing more of the artist as he nears the end. I suspect it's not that we see anything else than normal, nor is the artist's labor any different. The subject is now just more provocative. It's more vital, and entirely inclusive. If only momentarily everyone lives with that fraught set of concerns. I tell you, as largely indifferent as I've grown to Picasso, there were connections I formed, looking at the Times article, that made me not just reevaluate his labors, they made me reconsider my own.
If there is decency of expression, one could say, and possibility in every response then why refrain any longer? How shit-biting sad it must be to arrive and then think
I wasn't always a desperate person with just sheets to fill.
David Berman, a poet and musician whose sentiments I've tacked up here frequently over the years--he's the Silver Jews guy, wrote a poem about Isaac Asimov's death. There is a lot of sympathy and in it--mostly devoted to a guy whose only public faults were that he dreamed of different worlds and that he was abnormally prolific. One line in particular resonates:
Perhaps my last words will be random.
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